707

2011-01-19T00:54:00.003+08:00

is kinda tired with it ..
fed up
dont understand why it always end up like that...

is thinking why ..
is it my fault?
am i really nt that good afterall?

2011-01-08T16:10:00.001+08:00

getting used to it

2011-01-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

as always,

not to say not the best

its just

not even an option

stupidity is another factor which contribute in sadness

2011-01-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

a bad start for a brand new year

oppss..

fuck off :)

2010-12-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

maybe im too dependent on u

maybe im worrying to much

maybe im too serious with it

hmm~~

2010-12-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

call me selfish and hell yeah i am..
fuck u

2010-11-22T10:46:00.001+08:00

i miss mai late grandfather..i think i saw someone look like him in my dream..and i hugged him and cried T.T

2010-11-18T16:00:00.002+08:00

i miss mai baby..
i miss her
i really do

STPM is coming to town
niama
i hate u exam..
:)

one's knowledge, wisdom and future shall not be determined by only a few sheets of papers full with lame questions...

theory does not work accordingly all the time

2010-11-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW is MUET ...
AGAIN

yes i'm retaking
:(
i want a band 5

wait wait wait
ah..
i don't care
it doesn't matter
whatever band it is,
i'll accept

2010-11-07T13:09:00.001+08:00

i thought im good enough
i thought i love u enough
i thought i did the best
i thought u'll understand me
i thought u'll know im worry

seems that all i did
is nt enough
maybe i'm just not the one

2010-11-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

I'm disappointed

2010-10-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

"making effective oral presentations in english in an academic context"

2010-10-25T13:58:00.001+08:00

Auto-transmission vehicles are great invention..because with it, i'll have one free hand to hold her hand in the car ♥

2010-10-20T16:49:00.001+08:00

things are getting kinda well in everything
except..something
i don't know what happened
but if u all decided to act so STRANGELY ,
oh hell thn go on..
like wtf i care..
just dont piss me off
zzz

2010-10-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

im not good enough
sorry

2010-10-17T20:54:00.002+08:00

its a great night with fellow church members
and dear jia xi jie jie and zhao qi koko
thanks for the dinner
May God bless you all and Amos
:)

2010-10-13T15:26:00.003+08:00

you asked me what's the point of worrying
when i cant help..
and all i know is just talk

im annoying ok
i worry u and u feel im annoying
aite cool!

ok fine
let me tell u
i worry because i love
if 1 day i no longer worry
it means i no longer care
im sorry for nt being able to help
so guess i have to keep my mouth shut then
sorry

2010-10-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'm updating for the sake of..updating

2010-10-08T14:22:00.001+08:00

WTF ! what happened?
aite cool whatever !

i wasn't the one wrong
and yet the blame is on me
cool!

like wtf i care..
i draft out alot in my notepad
but sorry
im too chicky to blog it !

kai stupid asshole

2010-10-08T14:14:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry but maybe
lady luck is not with me this time
im stilll not the one
oh mai god..
its ok..
let it be
let it go

W.Bee !
if ur reading this..
i let go
i give up
trust me
i deserve better

Zoe noona
jie..
i'm so sorry for being so stuborn
i love you
i'll be a good boy from now onwards
sorry

2010-10-04T11:24:00.002+08:00

all that i worry now is...
im jz being the one
as a substitution..
the one because he is not there :(

2010-10-03T12:21:00.001+08:00

leaving this blog as im into another new one..
omg im so in love

2010-09-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

ah!
how naive i am to put hope in it..
to believe in it..
to have faith in it..
seriously..

2010-09-28T18:53:00.003+08:00

i hugged you
and i mean it when i tell you
i <3 you..

i'm sorry to hug you..
sorry for being insisting to hold your hand
when you are not ready
when you have not let go him
when im still nothing to you
sorry for all that i did..
sorry for being rough..

i seriously mean it when im with you
not all Adam are that bad..
not all are mean..
at least i will not be like that to you..
i'll hold your hand..
and trust me..
i'll not let you go..
the most important and precious i've ever dream for..

i'm sorry..
i know i shouldn't do that..
i know its my fault..
i know it shock you..

but i don't think i'll do all these again..
perhaps..
maybe..
i'm not the one..
as always..
and never be..

P/s : i'll be your guardian angel till your Mr.Right appear..
sorry i ..
i love you

current mood : bad ( crying )

2010-09-22T21:46:00.001+08:00

i actually forgotten everything about my BM paper 2's format which i'm sitting for tomorrow..and guess what..i'm not gonna study BM for the rest of mai life..i swear! F U BM

2010-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

come and tell me Resident Evil is nice and you will get a tight slap from me..Not as expected..not much scene of large scale zombie fighting ..

2010-09-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

LABUAN ! here i come ! <3

Brunei ! here i come !

opps..

2010-09-04T00:52:00.001+08:00

i'm too tired to write much,,
went movie in the afternoon with her..
Piranha :)
i personally thinks that this movie is kinda funny..
its all about those bone look-alike fish swimming here and there,,
those girls in bikini dancing here and there...
and these fishes biting eating those bikini girls here and there..

went badminton at night with mai church members..
omg im old..
im too tired for it..
guess the next time i'm going to play badminton is on next...year...
XD
snooker midnight with some of them..

and its too late now,..
nitez

2010-09-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

opps..
merdeka was over..
yesterday..
countdown on 30th night was AWESOME!!
:)
at Charles's place..
withs groups of SIAO ppl..
snacks and drinks..
and all those hamsap topic.
at the playground near the pool..

well..we went on to the rooftop for countdown..
lining up singing Negaraku ( our national anthem )
while waiting for the fireworks..
x.X not that much that night
or is it misty that we are unable to see..
hmm
well great night with them
GOd Bless Them :)

2010-08-23T22:06:00.001+08:00

‎" My heart is full of you,you and your smile and the way u used to look at me "

2010-08-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

girl : how's your day?

boy : won't be great without you

girl : coz no one let u bully ha
...
boy : coz no one show me wats love

girl : wat love do you need?

boy : every love a man shud
and deserve to get from a lovely woman like you

girl : i think
u infected by sweet syndrome le

LOL !!

2010-08-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

every word from my mouth to your heart through your ear
is like nectar from flower and become honey through bee

2010-08-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

What's LOVE?

In math: A problem...
In history: A war...
In chemistry: A reaction...
In art: A heart. ...
In me: You...

2010-08-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

currently watching

P.S. 男

偷心大聖

:)
he is so cool..
with all his love theory
and ways to go after girls

idol of the year !

woots

2010-08-16T19:11:00.001+08:00

someone once told me..
that love is about accepting..
tolerating,
forgiving
and everything ..
...and i used to believe..
i used to..
till now..

2010-08-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry..
i miss you..
you with your smile..
everything of you..
i know you deserve better..
and more..
but i'm still loving you..
just with a different way..
i'm very happy that i met you in my life..
i just can't take my eyes off your pictures,
although my tears are wetting it..

2010-08-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

caryn yee told me that i look handsome when i'm eating ice cream toast double with honey just now XD

2010-08-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

there is only two simple reason when a guy open car's door for a girl

1st - the girl is his new girlfriend
2nd - or it's his new car

2010-08-01T14:36:00.006+08:00

Salt is great :)
Angelina Jolie is indeed good in acting..

and she do look like a man when she disguise as the Nato officer!

haha..
the movie will be greater IF the 2 C is nt distracting me..
( they actually behaved like they are a pair okay! SERIOUSLY ! )

( can't read clearly? blame your own eye for being small! )

2010-07-25T19:22:00.004+08:00

i did all i can..
all i could
and all i would..
even those that i can't
i couldn't and wouldn't
and those i never thought of last time..
but i just realize,
it's not a matter of being fair enough or not..
it's not about u receive what you gave..
it's not about you'll get back what you want if u put effort in it..

2010-07-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

Street Dance ( movie ) is cool!
with ballet and it's awesome!
haha
( actually it depends on watching with who also la! haha )

2010-07-24T13:24:00.001+08:00

i gave mai very best shot
but from what i see..
it's impossible..
don't worry
i'm okay!
no regret!
its ending now..

2010-07-19T17:20:00.001+08:00

and i guess i'm just one of your toys
just like those toys in sunny daycare in Toy Story 3
X.X

2010-07-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

talk to me ,
talk to me ,
your voice will be my sweetest melody ,
talk to me ,
talk to me ,
i can see angels dancing happily ,
talk to me ,
with the rhythm as my heart beat..

2010-07-14T16:54:00.001+08:00

if you see a man cry,
do not comfort him,
but trust him,
for he is real

2010-07-13T18:16:00.003+08:00

mai fren said something today in the class,,
which make me feels like dying from the moment onwards.

D : aku akan edit gambar itu..diaorang loving couple..no one shud interupt

K: oh fuck u! okay fine!

seriously..
he dug out all mai feelings again with that sentence..
it's nt that his fault
but what he said is true,,
he is just saying the truth..fact..
and it's mai FAULT laH !!
i jz cant accept the fact even though i knew about it for like centuries!

sorry..
i'm like dying now..
kick mai ass and
slap me pls
mun Yeh..if u are reading this..

2010-07-12T17:48:00.001+08:00

glad to see you..
and you are fine
:)
i've started to miss you again

2010-07-12T14:45:00.001+08:00

oh i'm worry now..
that you are sick :(

2010-07-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

dear apple pie girl..
no matter how u feel..
i'm always there for you..
to listen to what u say..
and what you want..
to cheer u up..
standing infront of u to keep u save from everything..
and behind u to support u no matter what..
be happpy...
i'm sorry that i cant help u..
think in the positive way okay?
trust me..
ur better than alot of us..

i love you
<3

2010-07-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

and i still love you like i used to do..
even though there is nothing that i can do..
to change the fact that i'm not the one..

P.S. I <3 U

2010-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

i..give..up..
seriously..

2010-07-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

i'm sad..
to see you in such miserable..
to see you frustrating..
to see you worrying..
and there is nothing i can do..

i wish i could..
walk to you..
and hug you with my my arms..
tightly,like never letting go..
and tell you..
how much i love you..
how much i care for you..

all i want is you..
with your laughter
and only tears of joy
that your laughter will be my bread..
and your tears of joy will be my wine..

you and only you..
that will keep me alive
conscious in this world

2010-07-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

MUET result is out tomorrow
:(
T.T

2010-07-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

omg!!~!

i jz realize how bad my new hair style is..
:(

guys..if you are reading this..
pls stop commenting about it..
i'm forced to do so..
i miss mai old stupid apek hairstyle
><"

2010-07-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sadism & Masochism

2010-07-05T17:45:00.002+08:00

seriously..
wtf woi!
everyone's name is there..
but not mine!!
wtf..
is it organizer left it out accidentally?
or is it the one who hand in mai form do it purposely?
i dont noe..
but if " he" pissed me off agn..
i don't think i'll jz act ntg..
WTF~!~

2010-07-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

i jz dont know why..
i'm not in the mood...
slap me pls

2010-06-28T16:15:00.003+08:00

Eroz : My existence is only when you need something from me

FACT ~!~

2010-06-21T22:08:00.001+08:00

ARGH!!
can't wait for 14th July..XD

F.T Island is going to release 2nd Japanese Single

Brand New Day ..

wee...

What Money Can Buy?

2010-06-20T14:41:00.002+08:00

Money can buy :

A comfortable bed BUT not sleep,
Lots of books BUT not wisdom
Delicious food BUT not appetite,
A luxurious house But not home,
Cosmetics BUT not beauty,
Medicine BUT not health,
Finery BUT not virtue,
Amusement BUT not happiness.

What money can't buy :)

The grace and peace from God ,
The everlasting life and love,
Do you know ?
Jesus Christ is the Saviour !
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
You can confess to God that you have sinned and invite Jesus Christ into your heart :)
This is the priceless gift from God.
This is peace and joy in Christ that money cant buy.

Amen :)

2010-05-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

i saw this in my noona's chat box in her blog
it sounds like this

not giving up but letting go~ ^^

hmm..
and guess what..
i think it suits me well..
which mean..

i'm so gonna let go no matter what..
jz like what ah mun told me..
stop being stupid and foolish..
stop dreaming

and today will be the last day..
bye

2010-05-21T13:46:00.003+08:00

2 years..
since i last feel the taste of love..
2 years ago..
it's you..
and now yet..
it's still you..
me and my love..
is still there for you..
no matter what..
i would like to
promise you..
nothing gonna change my love for you..

ask me..
why flower blossoms?
why sun rises?
why sky rains?
why it's you?

and the only answer is..

God's will and power

Love Sick - FT.Island

2010-05-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

When I miss you, I close my eyes and I can see that person better
I try to forget and erase, but I get reminded of that person more
I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain...

Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful, and I am hurt alone

Rap
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
I shouldve loved you with all my life, but you forgot me now like a heartless person
I should have loved you with my all, but now you live forgetting me

Hongki-
With all my life, the person that I love
That person only gave me tears and left
The tough love which I was hurt alone

The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

2010-05-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

no for 2 years ago..no for now...perhaps i've given to much...hmmm

2010-05-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

SO WHAT THE FUCK I CARE?

2010-05-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

i hate it when u text me first, and i replied..but ending up u are the one nt replying back..
that was like wtf u noe...
i'm so nt gonna text u anymore

2010-05-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

you are giving me hope everytime i'm trying to let go..

hmmmm...

2010-05-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

went Metro Carnival today with Chak Charleen Anan..
met Mun and eunice jer BA there..and some other friends..
overall it's cool...man..
with the games..
foods..
thankz for invinting guys :)

2010-04-29T21:08:00.003+08:00

you..
yes its you..

attracted to your smile
addicted to your smell

i'm feeling like

life without soul..
bird without wing
( and sotong without tentacles!! lol )

whenever you are not around..
every moment is like eternal..
every second is like forever

i'm so in love with you..
still

2010-04-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

oppss..

its MUET today

guess what..
i can't sleep..
i'm afraid..
i'm scared..
i'm worrying..

Band 5?

dinner is on mine if i get a Band 5 for MuEt.

T.T

2010-04-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

lol..i just received a comment in my myspace and it sounds like this..

XXX : u cine eh?

Kai : lol..y? ada nampak macam cine ke ??

XXX : haha..mate u cepet siket..

lol.. conclusion..

cina = mata sepet??

2010-04-16T21:01:00.004+08:00

went pc fair today with Jer Anan Chia BA Ju yi..

:)

bought these

2010-04-11T16:30:00.003+08:00

<3 u..
muackz

2010-04-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

i'm tired..

and i want..

a new mobile phone
but yet i don't know what model,..
i just want a new phone..
thats all..

and

a NDS-i??
wai bee's fault..
she made me..
feels like getting it now and play
pokemon !!

T.T

2010-03-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

with reference to the post i made in my Facebook profile on 25/3/2010

gals..so sorry..pls forgive me if one day i was killed by that psycho in my class..yes indeed he said he wanted to kill me ( i hope he is joking ) T.T

and

haha!! and he took it so serious..even after i told him i din't mean it..i was joking and sorry ( seriously, all of us was too high, playing talking joking..and he is the only psycho one )

i hereby announced that..

I DON"T GIVE ASHIT on HIM!

FUCK OFF..

im not afraid of him..

ok

2010-03-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

OSIS+ is the best

2010-03-05T19:56:00.001+08:00

the differences between love and hate is just the spelling..not how we feel..if u love a person..u'lll end up hating him somedays..if u hate a person..u'll realize u are loving him someday

2010-02-26T19:59:00.004+08:00

i'm not in the mood and u wanna show me ur temper?

ok fine! fuck off then..
you are nt needed..

oppss..
im addicted to Soya Bean milk ..
woo..
yes..i mean this one,,

2010-02-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

This is what i learned in my History class today..

Happiness is like perfume..
you can't pour it on others..
unless u get a few drops on yourself ..

well..
guess it make sense..
trust me..
happiness does not comes with how many things u own in this world..
how rich you are..
how pretty are you..
how good is your life partner..

Happiness only comes with God's Love

2010-02-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, ppl..
all the best wishes for you and your family..
( won't be around for the whole month )

bye,..
and Happy Valentine Day too :)

2010-01-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

seriously..
not in the mood..
FUCK U !!
where are peoples when i serious fuckingly need them?
where are peoples when i need them for help?

i'm grateful to be Son of Almighty Jesus Christ !
He is the one that send an angel to save me when i seriously need help today..
He sent one of my church member to save me!
And im sure this is His plan,
to show KAI who is getting further from him day by day that He is there whenever His Son needs help !
Hallelujah!!
Praise the Lord !

btw,,
Happy Birthday, my dear..
i love you
god bless you :)

2010-01-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

Fornication
Under
Consent
Of
The
King

=

FUCK...

FUCK isnofoulword..
don't simply say fuck if you do not noe what the real meaning is..
pls do study HISTORY like i do..( and i'm proud to say i LOVE history )

2010-01-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

kai bangga dia mata sepet..
tak kisah la ..
so what?

2010-01-15T14:42:00.005+08:00

Based on research done by Dr.Kai
people who are born on August specifically 21st is
very smart and talented ...
and the strongest evidence to prove this statement is

Name	Song Seunghyun (Korean: 송승현)
Birthday	August 21, 1992 (1992-08-21) (age 17)
Height	180 cm
Weight	60 kg
Education	Seoul Arts High School (Korean: 서울공연예술고등학교)
Position in band	Rap, Vocal, Guitar
Other Work	Participated Seoul Broadcasting System (SBS) Idol Maknae Rebellion Starred in "Style Wave" together with Choi Jong Hun

and

Name - Low Henn Kai
Birthday - August 21 , 1991 ( age 18 )
Height - 175cm
Weight - 58Kg

oh God

2010-01-10T23:23:00.006+08:00

I'm SERIOUSLY supporting FT Island!!
see what i got today :)

A spectacle case :)

2010-01-08T20:56:00.008+08:00

halo..
lets talk about some beautiful people in this post..

LHK is handsome :)

LHK= Low Henn Kai / Lee Hong Ki

Name - Low Henn Kai
Age - 19 ( 2010)
Status -Student

next,.

Name - Lee Hong Ki
Age - 20 ( 2010)
Status - Singer ( Lead of FT Island )
Actor ( as Jeremy in You're
Beautiful )

2009-12-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

i went to Mid Valley yesterday with my dear and of course Chak and his girl..
( chak jz cant go anywhere without his girl..he is afraid that he might get lost in KL city which is like a jungle to him )
and yes of course we watched movie
Alvin and the Chipettes ~~
lol..
well..the movie was considered ok
of course it comes with lot of cute voice singing and dancing :)

next was bowling but not in MV..
~~but Endah Parade( fyi, it's a very old CIKAI mall at Bkt.Jalil there )
why did we went so far?
haha..not gonna tell ya =)

2009-12-25T10:35:00.002+08:00

Jz came back from sabah last night,,
christmas eve :)
Merry Christmas everyone..
God Bless You XD

aite..
although im sick now..
but this trip to sabah with family(s) was a blast!
it's worthy after all..
went up the hill..
down to the sea..

all pics are still in my camera..
not going to upload it here after all...
it's kinda LOT
:)
again,

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

2009-12-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

:)
went sunway lagoon with chak anan and chia today..
tired but fun..
all of us pokai d haah!!
argh..T.T
im sleepy now..
only few pics available..
click on it IF u wana view
bye

photos ( its in facebook already btw )

2009-12-08T00:57:00.002+08:00

been doing on this book ( even though this book is kinda old. )
but yet the stories are still interesting enough,

click here for details..:)

2009-12-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

in Penang Island :)

2009-11-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

btw..
ninja assassin was a blast!!
awesome~!
and yes..
this is RAIN/ BI

2009-11-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday ADRIAN!!
well well well..
went out in the afternoon ( dont ask me what the fuck i did )
and my lovely precious night belongs to the ADRIAN
oh yeah..its his bday..
me chak anan jer mun yee lye ken ju yi jia li boon an divya went out to celebrate for him ( sort of la )
we went PAPAPAPAPA RICHie,,
lol..nice chat..its been so long since i saw jia li ju yi boon an n mun yee!!
i seriously do miss u all okay?!
well.
everything was awesome..
and i bet adrian's bday wish was..
hehe!!
to beat Mun in DOTA!!

2009-11-24T14:31:00.001+08:00

Not every man likes fast car but they all do likes hot girls

2009-11-24T13:52:00.001+08:00

Likes her for reasons and loves her for no reason !

2009-11-24T13:32:00.003+08:00

Woman are animal full of mysteries..
and yet they still give you hint in what they want!

2009-11-24T13:32:00.001+08:00

Don't ever flirt with a same way for more than 3 times!

2009-11-24T13:31:00.001+08:00

Flirt is flirt..
don't get too serious with it

2009-11-24T10:49:00.002+08:00

to dear noona with love..
as i promised ya..
today will be the day..
everything is a new beginning..
i won't be so stupid le..
i'll stop all those bullshit from now onwards..
don't worry XD
im ok

2009-11-22T12:34:00.002+08:00

Flirt is Flirt
don't get too serious with it..
i'm still the same..
the flirty young man..
and I won't change..

707